My gorgeous followers,
I have a very very hard time with CHANGE. A very hard time with it. When plans change, when I change, when people change their minds, change in general. Alas, change can be GOOD! In my case, right this second, CHANGE IS GOING TO BE GOOD.
I've been given the opportunity to take a full time position just outside of NYC. I am taking it. I'm jumping head first into it with all my heart. With the way everything is so seamlessly falling into place, it has to be God.
It has been a long time since something, anything has worked so quickly, so perfectly for me if ever. My heart can't stand it! It almost feels too good to be true. In there lies the fear though, that it really is too good to be true. Things like this don't happen for girls like me. That its just unrealistic for me to think that I deserve, that I get the chance to be moving to New York, NEW YORK!!
Like I said, this happens for other people, not for me.
But, it IS happening for ME. I get to embark on this journey, to move on from this sand pit I've been stuck in for years and do something with my life! It does postpone my plans for leaving to the World Race, but not forever. I truly believe that I will get the chance to go on the race, in time. I still need a lot of growing up, of maturing, of moving forward in life before I can fully experience the race. This job I'm taking will also allow me to save more then I would where I am, a complete blessing, a provision.
This is not the end for me, Only a detour my friends. A new plan, a new and exciting beginning. I will conquer the odds, I will prevail against my foes, my own thoughts, my mindsets. I am starting new, fresh and excited!
I promise you all, with all my heart, with both hands, I will fight. For my newness. For my life. Thank you for believing in me, for taking the time to read up about me.
Cheers and love,
Rebecca
